Theres nothing in the world

even your jacket smells like puke now.
i went to put it on in the hopes of comfort and when i brought the sleeve to my nose that's all i could smell.

fuck being sick all the time.

everything in here is either friends only or private. I very rarely post anything public anymore.

I am never going to find a job at this rate. fuck.

wow. just wow.

if I had to be honest, it didn't hit me I was on my way to see one of the bands who've saved my life until we were at the concert. but The Used was awesome.

first off, Lights Resolve, I've gotta put it to you, you got me pumped up for the rest of the show. and even though I'm fairly sure you're bassist was hitting on me and my friend afterward,thankyouthankyouthankyou for letting me buy your cd for a dollar less because I only had six dollars, and then buying me the download card so I can download the other album. You, Sherman, were awesome. Matt was too, even though the pictures we got with him were really bad. He signed my cd, at least.

Street Drum Corps. I was so excited when you came on, but as soon as you said "does everyone know how to dance?" I had enough time to go OHSHIT before the moshpit started. but it was really FUN when you guys were up there playing. and you were so interactive with the crowd, i loved it. Even though I did get hot and sweaty and disgusting. :(

Army of Meeeee. Thank you for signing my shoeeee. They were my shitty shoes that have a hole in the bottom of the right one, but I had nothing else. and now I won't have to throw them out. tbh, I didn't really listen while you guys were playing because I got shoved in the gut with the moshpit and when me and Rain tried getting out we just got stuck. So I was focused on not throwing up. :(

FUCKING STRAYLIGHT RUN I LOVE YOU. You played the two songs I was hoping you'd play and even though I was getting water and watching you guys from the side for your entire set, you better bet I was singing along and dancing. You guys were so, so good.

AND THE USED. OMFG QUINN. because me and Rain were on the side, I was expecting us to not get noticed, but THE LITTLE WAVES YOU GAVE US YAY. that, and Bert both thrusting at us and doing that whole "iseeyouuuu." thing made my night, I think. also, Bert bby, you are adorable with those little kids. honestly, it made me smile a whole lot. [BUT WHY DID YOU NOT PLAY I CAUGHT FIRE? :|]

I'll have pictures soon. ^__^
[fuck putting this under a cut, >_>]

holy shit. all those old songs I posted are getting deleted. I googled my name randomly and this name site thing came up with a link to right here. and. DO NOT WANT. my friends google everyones name for fun, I don't want them finding this.

>__>

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is anyone else having trouble with voice posts, at all? o_O
edit;I have scottish babies. ^__^

So I never update this thing.I'm horrible, I know. And the day I do decide to update on, my spacebar decides to be an ass. Ah well.

So about a week or so ago me and my friend went to Tinks last minute to see Senses Fail and From Autumn to Ashes in concert. FATA was okay, everyone was really happy and singing along and pushing, and a small moshpit started. Me and Vee were in the back for them, but once everyone in the front started moving back to get water and food, me and her made our way to the front. Because we're so short, we got pushed against the wall, but the concert was still amazing. Buddy was jumping around and singing and it was just wonderful. The band members looked amazing too. Me and Vee were lucky enough to have two pretty tall guys standing in front of us, so they stopped anybody flying out of the moshpit from hitting us. Of course they moved over considerably when Buddy crowd surfed.

Which was great as hell. I looked down for a minute because Vee lost her phone somewhere by my feet, and I looked up to see him climbing this pole, then I looked down again, and all of a sudden everyones rushing to the sides to catch someone, and here comes Buddy hopping and singing and crowd surfing all happily. The security didnt seem to know what to do, since he was on our side and not theirs. They kept putting their hands out to take him out, only for him to get away from them and thrown around. How he kept singing through it is beyond me.

And since Tinks is so tight spaced, it was really close and all, so of course we were sweaty and disqusting. As we were basking in the "we-just-got-out-of-a-concert-and-you-didnt-nyah" mood, Linda picked us up to take us home. Not five minutes into the carride home and she said "One of you smells really bad." So, being self conscious already, I sniffed myself. I smelled like laundry detergeant somehow, so I was pretty safe. Vee went to sniff herself and went "OH GROSS." then she sniffed again and went "I SMELL LIKE ASS!" It was hilarious. I thought Linda was going to drive off the road.

I wish I was able to stay and see them walk out and get my hat signed like I'd wanted, but Linda had Vee's sister watching her twins [five months old. They're adorable.] and needed to get home.

Does anyone else have a problem with Firefox, where it dissappears from your taskbar and the only way to get it back up is by opening your processes? It's really been bothering me lately...

Besides that, my life is just peachy :] besides the random bitchfights and my best friends girlfriend [or ex, whatever]saying i screwed him [which i didnt. diiiiidn't.] everything is really fine.

...rawr.

I didnt do any science homework thats due tomorrow, or any history thats been due for forever. Only because the school sent me home because I looked sickly. I was at the school for five seconds, and then had to walk home because I didnt have a ride. It was pretty spiffy.
And tomorrow, I get out of my Language Arts and Science class because I have this chorus thing, so thats definatly a good thing. I have an extra day for science. I guess I'll just have to go to Mr. Davis tomorrow and explain to him, and he wont be very happy. At all.

On a much, much happier note, I mistook a fire extinguisher for a fire hydrant today and everyone laughed. Funstuff. And I went back to drawing little sketches, so I have something to distract me in class from now on besides passing notes back and forth between me and Crystal, or whoever I'm by. XD

,,,yep. thats my update. and if Emma see's this she better reply because I think she might've lit herself on fire again.

So I have this singing thing at my school tonight at five. They light up a christmas tree and the chorus has to sing a bunch of songs and crap. All we have to wear is a red shirt and khaki pants.

...I have neither, as it turns out.